The memorial Service

The memorial Service

Today was the memorial service for the SSS. There was not as large a turn out as everyone expected, several hundred, rather than several thousand. It was nice, but way too many speeches in Punjabi. That gets old quick. It was moving for me nonetheless. I have been crying off and on over his loss. At the same time, I have felt his presence strongly at times. At the opening ceremony, I had a strong sense of his presence, free, formless and joyful. Also at the hospital, I see an eagle flying high overhead. I always think of him when I see it.

Basically, I’m doing good, probably more than good. I feel impactful with our clients. I am getting enough spiritual time for myself and for the most part the other staff is pleasant, capable and enjoyable. I am eating too much. I’m not eating too badly, but I eat just because it’s served and I really don’t need to.